Life is tough

Woo didnt realize it a full 2 weeks since i last posted. It actually sums up how busy I was with my work and stuff. So busy that I don’t even have enough time to recharge my body over the weekends and the effects is simply accumulating over time. Its now down to the time when the rubberband will snap which scares me just as much.

But with all those complainings, work still needs to be done. Not just done, but done in a manner to is sort of perfect for me BUT definitely not others. 2 CAs, 1 presentation, 1 report in one week was indeed an ardous route of pass by. I learnt alot from the experience as well. There is no point fretting about how much you can finish or how much you can’t finish studying. Prioritize and time management is just as important. You can’t go studying and chionging for the whole week can you? A little rest on the computers and PSP will do the relaxing job just as fine too. And talk about balancing work and relaxation, yea this is it. Although you know the things are still undone, but the immediate effects of relaxation is so tempting for all to grab. True? Yes, but self control and limiting oneself is key here.

For all the hard work that has gone past these 2 weeks, I can say the results is just as sweet. Having my FYP progress to the next stage and yielding more results is the most happiest things I’ve earned in return. Not that hardwork does always equate to success and I can say I am lucky to have luck by my side. The satisfaction is beyond doubt just that I hoped it could be better changing several factors in between. Humans are hard to please, but pushing to further and perfecting one’s skill is always one of the things in my agenda in life; doing things in a more than perfect manner when you seriously set sights on it. Or else, the slip shot work will get you nowehere so why bother doing it in the first place yea? The important thing is still to know your limits: pushing too hard will result in a miserable life while not pushing is going to fail you terribly. I know I have not reached my limits so I am going for the push. Learning more does befit you in the end. Life is not just about playing BUT learning as well.

So, life is tough indeed. So much to consider, so much to balance. When will we really end up balancing all our considerations on the weighing scale? No one knows. However, it does bring a little peace by reflecting back on life. The ups and downs, the problems and solutions, the people in life….. And there you realize; actually I did quite a good job coping with it. And all those scales and balance of the above paragraph is thrown downright into the bin.